first , sy nk mntak maaf kpd ssiapa yg prnah sy rmpas kbhagiaan dia smada dulu mahupun skrg . Sy pun mnusia biasa , sering mlakukan ksilapan . Sy hrap maaf sy dtrima :) . Klu diundur blik , sptutnye kbhagiaan yg sy dpt skrg , sjjur nye milik awk .. tp sy yg rmpas smua tu . How could .. sy buat awk cm tu .
Dlu , awk bhgia sgt dsmping dia , suka suki together / sdih / b'kgsi crita / lyan crita smada crita awk @ dia .. but now .. awk sdih sorang dri , awk skit dia tk thu pun , awk happy dia tk ambik thu .. skrg nei .. sy plak pgganti awk utk dia . KEJAM nye sy ?? btapa hebat nya sy sbb blei tikam awk dri blakang . Sy ni mnusia or syaitan ?? please give me answer !!
Sy t'fkir , smpai bila sy bleh b'lakon dhadpan awk dgn hbngan sy dn dia skrg . Mgkin , awk b'lakon je buat BODOH dhdpan sy sbb nk jga our friendship ni kan ? Sy tabik akan awk ! i've never seen that human like you . How nice you to me , but i never appreciate it ! WHY !!
Jika sy dberi pluang skli lg , sy nk undur blik mse tu . Sy nk awk bhgia b'sma dia , bkn dgn sy . Sy thu ., bnde tu tk kan t'jd , but sy mnta .. awk dgn dia b'baik smula mcm dlu . Sy mnyesal sbb buat awk mcm ni , tp sy tk t'daya nk ubah smua biar jd mcm dlu ! tolong ak YA ALLAH !! ak t'pksa mmainkn pranan utk kedua-dua belah phak . Tp ak tk mmpu nk buat smua . Lg pun ak tk thu sma ada dia cinta atau tak kt kwan ak . And , adakh , dia still syg kt ex-girlfriend dia dlu ? Ak tk thu smua tu .
Klu ak thu smua isi hati dia , akan ak buat ape yg ak t'mmpu , Tu je yg bleh ak ktakn ! but i cant ! i cant do anything !!!!!! :( . Thanks coz you still be with me . If i missing you , i think i lost something of my self . Im try my best to not hurting you again . im still trying .
p/s : sy syg awk smpai bile-bile .. maafkan smua slah sy t'hdap awk . Thanks sbb mngajar sy erti friendship and pengorbanan . iloveyousomuch <3 <3 <3 !! mmuuaahhh .
this is our group .. hahaha . AFSYA group . :) iloveyousomuch <3
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